well, so far this week contained my ups and downs.

monday: nothing happened, had renaissance practice.

today: got a 97% on my french test :]
and confrontation with HIM

i dont know anymore. now that its been a while, i realized i always make him mad.
and other way around. he doesnt deserve such frustration and i dont either.

so i decided to give him up.

i believe when the time comes, if you love someone you should let them go.

so they can be happy on their own. i do, however, understand that i do make
him happy, but thats only sometimes.

i dont want to cause him anger or sadness. and as of right now.. i am.

thinking we could work it out, was a mistake. i was really hoping but i guess
what happened between our time apart changed us both.

im sorry but i cant do this to him. i love him too much to make him sad..

the best thing i can think of is walking away.

he might say thats what im good at, but its the only thing that would avoid
making him angry at me ever again.

hes too special of a person to make mad all the time.

i love him.