i'm beginning to realize, no one can fully recover from a long relationship.
no one will understand and no one can keep away.
i decided life's too hard.. i'm not gonna do anything.
go with the flow and let things come along if they come along.
i do love my life, but on the other hand sometimes i cant stand it.
people have no idea how much emotional pain i've went through in my WHOLE
life. and now, this guy keeps doing the same old routine.
keeps yelling at me and he has no reason to.
i feel like i can't meet new people and if i do, he investigates and makes
sure they are okay for me.
WTF?! what happen to 'ITS MY CHOICE'?
i dont know.. today was great until now. i wish all this bullshit would just
be left behind.
LIFE ISN'T ANYONE'S PROFESSION, I JUST WISHED IT WAS A BIT EASIER.
mostly for him..
goodnight and sweetdreams <3