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wow.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 9:04 AM
after reading his blogs, i start to realize that he really
really wants to be with me.

but how can i be with someone who doesn't see what i see.

and what i mean by that is he doesn't understand.

yeah, he gave up certain things i did not like but unfortunately
that's not good enough.

i would put it as, "i am convinced, but my heart isnt"

he tells his friends and they're ALL saying i'm the one being stupid.

but truthfully, they don't know. they know his said of the story.
and who says they would listen to mine? honestly, i don't care.

it just gets on my nerves on how they say, "oh, she's not worth it"

but after all the unforgivable things he called me and done to me

why should i just take him back? so he can be happy?

that's not worth it. in the end, one of us WILL end up heartbroken.

he says he still loves me and always will..
but if he did, why did he break up with me in the first place?

why did he decide to be taken over by his anger and dump me for
something so stupid?

and now he wants me back?

and yeah, im not saying "yes" because deep down he's still the same.

the same guy that will cuss me out when i make him mad or yell at me.

treat me like the way im not supposed to be treated. and he knows that..

so why can't he realize that?

sighhhhh, what makes me feel bad is that he moving away bc of me.

and i going to receive the blame from all the people that love him.

but you know, even all the shit he put me through

i still go back and TRY to be his friend. always a hug here and there.
but according to him, we CAN'T be friends because he will always see
me as his booboo.

my mom said, "don't go back to him because of what he did to you. he
dumped you, went out with another girl and hurt you."

"i hear you cry every night over him and its not worth it.. its
not worth because he's the one being stupid"

and she's right. its his fault he dumped me. and i should just move on.

and i have. i do love him but i'm not risking getting heartbroken
again. crying over stupid fights. and hurting inside.

when he graduates, yeah i will miss him. but i want him to move on
and hopefully continue choosing the right choices.

but inside me, i kind of doubt it.